{"id":591,"date":"2026-08-17T16:26:27","date_gmt":"2026-08-17T16:26:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/depthguide.com\/?p=591"},"modified":"2026-08-18T22:13:18","modified_gmt":"2026-08-18T22:13:18","slug":"the-face-that-kept-him-safe","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/depthguide.com\/?p=591","title":{"rendered":"The Face That Kept Him Safe"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Tales from the Universe<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Moral Dilemma:<\/strong> If a harder version of yourself once kept you alive, when does continuing to wear that armor stop being survival and start becoming a choice that harms the people who no longer threaten you?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The first time Toren frightened someone, he was fourteen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He had been trying not to get robbed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Three older boys cornered him behind the tannery.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cMoney.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI don&#8217;t have any.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">One boy pushed him against the wall.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren was small.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Thin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">His father had recently died.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">His mother worked nights at the dye house.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nobody was coming.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So Toren did something strange.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He smiled.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Not nervously.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Not kindly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He looked directly at the boy holding him and smiled as though something wonderful had just occurred.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cDo it.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The boy frowned.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWhatever you&#8217;re planning.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren widened the smile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cBut if you start, I&#8217;m not stopping when you do.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The boys looked at one another.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren had absolutely no idea what he would do if they called his bluff.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">They left.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren stood alone in the alley, shaking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Then he laughed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He had discovered something.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fear could be borrowed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If he could not stop being afraid, perhaps he could make the other person more afraid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He practiced.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Shoulders back.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Chin slightly down.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Eyes still.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Speak slowly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Never explain yourself twice.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Never let anyone see the first flinch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">By sixteen, nobody cornered Toren.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">By eighteen, nobody raised their voice at him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">By twenty, people crossed streets.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren considered this success.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He became a guard.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Naturally.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Captain Sera noticed him immediately.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYou don&#8217;t look strong enough.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren smiled.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWould you like to test that?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sera laughed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He was hired.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren was good at the work.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Excellent, actually.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Most trouble ended before it began.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Drunks lowered their voices.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Thieves reconsidered.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Angry men suddenly remembered appointments elsewhere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren rarely fought.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He didn&#8217;t need to.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">People believed he would.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sera eventually learned the secret.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">They were drinking after shift.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYou&#8217;re terrified.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren nearly dropped his cup.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWhenever trouble starts.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYou think I look frightened?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cNot remotely.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThen?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sera tapped the table.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYou rub your thumb against your first finger.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren looked at his hand.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He was doing it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He stopped.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sera smiled.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cEvery time.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cDon&#8217;t tell anyone.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWhy would I?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren drank.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">After a while he said:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI thought fearlessness was the trick.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWhat is?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sera shrugged.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cDoing the work.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren liked that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Years passed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The city became safer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren became older.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Then he met Lysa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She sold maps.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Not glamorous maps.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Property boundaries.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sewer routes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Road surveys.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The sort of maps people needed rather than framed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren liked her because she was unimpressed by him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The first time he used the stare, she said:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cAre you constipated?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren laughed so unexpectedly that tea came out his nose.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He married her two years later.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">They had a son.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jori.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren adored him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He had absolutely no idea how to behave around him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Babies did not respect intimidation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This was Toren&#8217;s first warning.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jori grew.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">At five, he spilled milk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren turned.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Not angrily.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He simply looked.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jori froze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cSorry.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren&#8217;s mouth opened.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The boy&#8217;s eyes were already wet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Something felt wrong.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cIt&#8217;s all right.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jori nodded rapidly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren cleaned the milk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He forgot about it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jori didn&#8217;t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">At eight, Jori broke a window.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He hid the broken glass.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">At ten, he failed an exam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He forged his mother&#8217;s signature.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">At twelve, he began lying about where he went after school.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren became increasingly frustrated.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWhy does he lie to me?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Lysa stared at him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYou really don&#8217;t know?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cHe&#8217;s afraid of you.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren laughed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Then saw her face.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI have never hit him.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI don&#8217;t threaten him.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYou don&#8217;t have to.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cHe&#8217;s my son.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThat should mean he knows I wouldn&#8217;t hurt him.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Lysa&#8217;s voice softened.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWhy should he know that?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren became angry.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cBecause I love him.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThose are two different pieces of information.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren confronted Jori.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This was another mistake.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cAre you afraid of me?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jori looked terrified.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cTell me the truth.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cJori.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cNo!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren heard his own voice hardening.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cLook at me.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jori looked.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The boy&#8217;s thumb rubbed against his first finger.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren stopped breathing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He left the room.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Lysa found him outside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cHe does it.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThe hand.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She understood.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cOh.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cHe does what I do.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Lysa sat beside him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYou taught him.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI never taught him that.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren stared at his hands.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He tried changing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That sounds simple.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It was humiliatingly difficult.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The face arrived before thought.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A servant made a mistake.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The face.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Someone interrupted him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The face.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jori talked back.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The face.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren would feel his shoulders settle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Chin lower.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Eyes still.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The fourteen-year-old in the alley appeared automatically.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He had practiced that boy for thirty years.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Now he wanted him gone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The boy did not agree.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren tried smiling more.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This was disastrous.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">His smile was the original threat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jori became visibly alarmed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Lysa laughed for several minutes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cStop helping.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI can&#8217;t.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Eventually Toren spoke with Sera.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She was retired now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYou remember when you told me I was afraid?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYou ruined my life.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cGood to see you too.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren explained.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sera listened.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Then said:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cSo stop intimidating your family.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI am trying.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren glared.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sera pointed at him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThat.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">He relaxed his face.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cSorry.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYou&#8217;re trying to stop looking frightening.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThat&#8217;s not the same thing.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWhat am I supposed to do?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cBe frightened.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren stared.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sera continued.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cIn front of them.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The idea was horrifying.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Naturally.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That evening Toren sat with Jori.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The boy was fourteen now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Same age Toren had been in the alley.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI owe you an apology.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jori became tense.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toren noticed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p 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